I got saved every weekend in church while growing up. Yup. Every service I'd raise my hand - if not outwardly, I did on the inside.
I was scared I was going to end up in hell for sure.
How many times I came into the house as a kid and couldn't find my mother or grandmother and was positive Jesus had come and whisked them off to heaven while I wasn't looking and left me behind. I'd end up cowering in a dark clothes closet waiting for the Antichrist to come root me out and punish me.
But he never did.
There were times I heard that God was mad, mad, mad, mad, mad. I was a sinner in the death grip of an angry God. Then at some point that whole message swung to how much God loved me no matter what I did or how often I did it. I sure did like that a whole lot better.
Which was the truth? God is angry? Or, God loves you?
Your disobedience - your sin -- my disobedience - my sin -- breaks the heart of God. But let's be real about it. It also inflames a holy God. Because the cross of Christ is a picture of the rage of God against sin ... and His indescribable mercy toward sinners.
How marvelous.
And be blessed.
I was scared I was going to end up in hell for sure.
How many times I came into the house as a kid and couldn't find my mother or grandmother and was positive Jesus had come and whisked them off to heaven while I wasn't looking and left me behind. I'd end up cowering in a dark clothes closet waiting for the Antichrist to come root me out and punish me.
But he never did.
There were times I heard that God was mad, mad, mad, mad, mad. I was a sinner in the death grip of an angry God. Then at some point that whole message swung to how much God loved me no matter what I did or how often I did it. I sure did like that a whole lot better.
Which was the truth? God is angry? Or, God loves you?
Your disobedience - your sin -- my disobedience - my sin -- breaks the heart of God. But let's be real about it. It also inflames a holy God. Because the cross of Christ is a picture of the rage of God against sin ... and His indescribable mercy toward sinners.
How marvelous.
And be blessed.
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